12:33 AM
i miss the old me,
the me that could smile so sincerely,
the me that would not let tears drop easily...
is it you that made me change?
when you went, out of my range...
now my memories of you seems so faint...
getting ready to forget you?
or have i already did too...
if so, why did tears drop when i thought of you...
please, let me give you up...
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
1:08 AM
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby,
I'm so hollow.I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
Thursday, December 22, 2005
12:57 AM
I`ve been thinking of you since the last day we met
I will hold that last night we spend together very closely
The glittering look of your eyes I stared through the night
Your words just melt my hearts completely
But you`re gone now
Your vision keep appearing in my mind
It`s like a drug
I`m addicted to you
I never realized I missed you so much
I`m totally lost without you
You`re my only one
No one can take my heart but you
Because of your existence, I lived...
Saturday, December 10, 2005
3:04 AM
很想你
词:施人诚 曲:余哲函 唱：张智成
你 在那里 这些年来如意不如意
还快乐 还单纯 还美丽 时光如何对你
我 在这里 人海中一座岛屿
很平静 风平浪静
只除了深夜里 回忆会疯狂来袭
我很想你 你知道吗
如果可以 就让我再见你
美好微笑 清澈眼睛
好确定那场分离只毁了我一个而已
我很想你 听见了吗 woo...
这是唯一 我无解的困境
那些过去 不肯过去
不管我后来遇见多少人
只能叹息 都不是你
我 在那里 你会不会偶尔好奇
有没有 曾经怀疑
我说我会忘记 只是种好意
都不是你 我只想爱你
2:17 AM
As she's loved by you,
did you know you're loved by someone else too?
Your feelings for her true,
did you know mine for you is too?
Tell me what to do,
give you up or to be treated like a fool...
Tell you what,
i'll wake up, we're through...
Am i hated by you, loved by you?
Missed by you, Forgotten by you?
Through? That's true.
"let me go"...
that's what you told
you were so sure of where you wanted to go
but now, i can't seem to trace where you go
are you living fine in a place where you aren't hold?
though i still see you around
it seems like we don't know each other
you're a friend in lost and found
i don't know if we can be together
as much as i want you in my life
you don't seem to want to be a part
always reminded of the past
when i see you, you chose to be apart
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
1:03 AM
the world that i wished.
hoped.
prayed for.
has become cold.
hard.
bloodly.
i need someone.
a kind soul,to bring me colors.
hope.
and a new lease of lyfe.
are u the ONE?
[set me free.]
Monday, October 03, 2005
12:35 AM
i love you
Yesterday you asked me something I thought you knew
So i told you with a smile
Its all about you
Then you whispered in my ear
And you told me too
Said you make my life worthwhile
Its all about you
And i would answer all your wishes
If you ask me to
But if you deny me one of your kisses
Don't know what I'd do
So hold me close
And say three words like you used to do
Dancing on the kitchen tiles
Its all about you, yeah!
Sunday, October 02, 2005
11:40 PM
sometimes, things are better off left in silence. someone asked me, if i was happy to have you in my life.. all i did, was smile.
Saturday, October 01, 2005
11:42 PM
He broke my heart again...
Tot i would cry immediately after i turned my back on him...
But i didn't...
Have i became stronger? -Nah-
Tears flowed freely when i was on the train heading to meet my frens to do projects...
I really did not have any xing qing to do anything right then...
Haiz... listened to many songs...
tears flowed when my frens weren't around...
Not one of them saw me cry...
I wanna be strong...
I will not cry anymore for you...
My heart is numbed by you...
Even the most touching songs, i didn't cry, tynking of you as i did before...
-numbed-
~_* i hate myself for loving you *_~
Thursday, September 29, 2005
12:47 AM
This love will never end,
I said one night,
This love will never end,
for the beautiful moonlight.
This love will never end,
For someone else,
This love will never end,
It will always be kept.
This love will never end,
No one can stop it now,
This love will never end,
Because baby we are proud.
This love will never end,
For anything in the world,
This love will never end,
Because you are a beautiful girl.
This love will never end,
This is truly what I mean
This love will never end,
Because it is always shown and seen.
This love will never end,
I mean what I am saying,
This love will never end,
Because right now I am praying.
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
12:37 AM
boi...
i really don't noe if i need the courage to,
continue to love you... or...
the courage to let you go...
really...
wad you want me to do...
i still love you...
but i wanna let you go right now...
you're hurting my heart
hurting my soul
hurting every part of me
specially so, piercing thru my hurt...
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
10:00 PM
I don't need you anymore.
Do I???
9:00 PM
If you really love someone,
draw a circle around their name, not a heart.
Because a heart can be broken,
but a circle goes on forever..
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
11:22 PM
many tears rolled down bcos of you...
many sleepless nights thinking of you...
stop making me cry...
stop making me miss...
wad do you have that make me so crazy loving you...
i hate myself for loving you...
you have so many new loves that i can't count...
i really hate myself for missing you now...
having dropped so many of my precious tears for you...
i won't cry again... for you... i'll try... at least not in front of anyone...
*broken-hearted*
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
10:00 PM
i still hear your voice;
when you sleep next to me.
i still feel your touch;
in my dreams.
forgive me... my weakness;
for i don't know why.
without you;
it's so hard to survive
